I miss you

So, I'm not really a big fan of the buzznet anymore- I just don't know anyone anymore. Who are all these kids anyway? Either way, I owe the people who still comment on my occasional shit an update. Hello, friends. Currently, I'm sitting in this uncomfortable dorm room bed listening to the new New Kids on the Block album "The Block"...for the 5th? time. Maybe more. I dunno, i just love this shit for some reason. This is my life. I'm seriously contemplating buying tickets to the Rosemont show even though Rosemont is far away from Chicago. Try an hour drive, but for a chance at FACETIME- I might do it.

Speaking of shows, I see some Cobra and Hanson in my future. Twice the Hanson- Nov 3 and 4. we'll see. we will see.

i know i kept promising these new stories and such but I feel like such a dud, really. I go to write these thing, i get the ball rolling and I think I'm about to finsih things and then BAM! wall. I just can't write anymore like I used to. I'm trying as we speak (NKOTB fic? YEP- thought so.) and after taking that class last semeseter on fiction writing-holy hell am I anal. Its never goo enough and it could always be better. It thaught me to write all the senses which I was never doing before. See, Smell, Taste, Hear and Feel. In one story. Man, i don't know. After thinking about all that stuff I have a hard time making the plot which isn't good at all :( I'm trying tho, faithful readers. I am trying. I have ALOT of work to do this semester with two less classes then last even, so it's fitting in all in and once I get a job- man, I don't even know.

Speaking of school, hello it's raining! My veiw is prettier than last year where all i saw was a wall, now I see Buckingham Fountain from my window. The lake is SO beautiful during the summer, all blue with sail boats all over it and the bright sky behind it. It makes me miss the beach for real. The beach was so much fun this summer, I wish it was a week instead of a weekend. Sometimes i don't think my cousins realize how lucky they are to have that place. I could fall asleep looking at the bay from the porch every night. whoa, back on topic. So yeah, school has been quite interesting so far and it's only been two weeks! FOB were here the exact day I moved it. It was too busy for me to even try to make it to Angels and Kings that night, so I just hope that insane Fresh Order Bakery makes it over here given they don't get arrested again.

It's interesting meshing with such a different personality as my new room mate. She loves the party, the booze and the loudness- not for me, no. I like it on occasion, mostly though, i just like to try and write the four or five sentences I can usually write these days. (Callan needs inspiration, obv) I like her tons, shes nice and she tries which i can't fault her for, I just wish her friends were a little more considerate sometimes. But, she lives her too so it's not my place to say.

I don't know- i just ran out of things to say now. I'm still listening to the New Kids-this song is about video taping sex- WIN. (?) Yeah, I'm pretty sure all boybands had a song about fucking on camera before. At least LFO did. omg, what am I talking about- I'm on medicine forgive me.

bye, friends!

/ramble.